Thank the Creator that was the only time one of 'Them' ever appeared next to me in bed. I just want to take a moment and interject here, for those of you who found my last posting a little hard to believe, that the Shadow beings can take on any form they wish - trust me on this xxx..
Moving on, even though they chose not to climb into bed with me again, they sure as heck didn't leave :(. Night after night they showed up, in one way or another. Sometimes there would be that familiar pressure on my chest along with the inability to move; other-times they would just lurk around in the shadows watching me, both inside and outside of the house. I couldn't sleep, eat or function like a 'normal' person. I was basically walking around like one of those Zombies you see in a horror movie. This went on for what seemed like month's but honestly, I don't really remember how long (too long that's for sure...)
Then one fine, sunny day I ventured out to have lunch with my mom and her best friend, Lydia. We were sitting outside, safely tucked underneath an umbrella, at one of the hotels along the beach. By this time I was pretty much beside myself and at the earliest opportunity, let all my pent up frustration spill out. Right then and there came pouring forth everything that had happened to me over the last few months. Don't get me wrong, I had mentioned some of this to my mom along the way but she pretty much said that it was all 'in my head'. Today that didn't matter, I just had to get it out... and I know that You know what I mean.
After I was finally finished there was complete silence from both my mom and Lydia; but then, to my total and utter amazement, Lydia said she not only believed me but had experienced similar happenings as well. WOW....
